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More Drama from other day Remember in my last writing when I said I didn't think much of Meagan saying she had gotton rapped, and was pregnant? I should have. (when I was sleeping) Nicky text me he had wanted to know if Meagan was alright. I told him most likely just grounded, and not aloud to she him anymore. He didn't understand why the police were out looking for him that night. (he is retarded obviously) I explained that as well. I had said something like "the situation doesn't look good to a parent. I was in a car, and she was at your house, and her mom hates you as is." He then had said he was only helping her out, because she had told him, "Brooke is with a bunch of drunk people that are trying to rape me, and I don't want to get back in that car." HAHAHAHAHA Is all I can say, because that bitch has it coming for her. They both do. ( I was there the whole time I know it's untrue) You don't fucking go around saying people are trying to rape you, or did rape you to get somebodies goddamn attenchin. That is so fucking pathetic. She is seriously going to get somebody in trouble. I was so pissed off that actually I; Text Dakota Godsey to see if she was up (her sister that lives with her two brothers) I had told her to call me. (we are old friends from 2006/beginning of 07) I told her Meagan's mom had called the police on Meagan. She said she knew, because her brother Brandon Godsey was out driving that night. DAKOTA HAD SAID MEAGAN HAD NOT BEEN AT WILLOW RUN (where Dakota Brandon, and Eddie live) for like two months. Yet that bitch said she had gotton rapped. I then told her that I needed to talk to Brandon, but I would call him tomorrow. So I'll update you on that ASK BROOKE Brooke, Do you like dark Humor? I don't really get this question. What the hell is dark humor exactly? I typed it into google, and from what I can tell it is ughh I'll just give you the definition; a kind of drama (or, by extension, a non‐dramatic work) in which disturbing or sinister subjects like death, disease, or warfare, are treated with bitter amusement, usually in a manner calculated to offend and shock. Prominent in the theatre of the absurd I'm not sure if that's what they/you mean or not, but my answer to this would prob be... there is a line to be crossed. I mean, If it is meant to be a joke, or whatever I'm sure i'll laugh, but there's always that line. Idk that's creepy. What the fuck kind of question is that? Send me YOUR QUESTION at omfgbrooke@hotmail.com or myspace me one when i post a bulletin May 1st, 2008:
BROOKE I GOT RAPPED Meagan Dabney had told me she was at a party. Psh, seriously I mean what a party. This party consist of two people. One of them was her brother Brandon Godsey. She had said "They were 'all three drunk' Brandon's friend rapped me, and I got home later that night." Not to long after that we were at Mc. Donalds in Clinton, and she had told me she was pregnant. Of course I don't believe a word she says. Making fun of her without letting her know was for the best. I had asked her things like; .How do you know you are even pregnant? .Have you even taken a pregnancy test? .Do you even know who got you pregnant? .How the hell are you going to finish High School? She had answer all of my questions with a straight face. Almost a great liar I'd say. However I have known her for 5 years. I know when she is wanting sympathy and trying to get attinchin. Not thinking anything of it, because it wasn't really my issue about to start up. I mean it's her lie not mine. Her answers were; .I know I am pregnant I am sure .I took one already that's how I know .I'm not sure who it is it might be the guy who rapped me .I don't know but I know I can do it Fucked up I walked over train tracks with a lake under it. It was really high. Like a bridge with gaps in it , and I'm talking four inches apart. It was hard, because when you look down you can see the lake under you between the gaps. Let me tell you I wasn't in the right state of mind. I was fucked up to do that. If I would have fell I would have most likely died. I knew it and didn't even care. It was amazingly beautiful though. Not only the view from there, but the feeling of about to die. I'm glad I did it. Next time I go to Clinton I'm going to do it again sober. If I'm sober, but this time take pictures for myspace. Drama/Cheating Later I went to the Clinton Public Library. It was around 5pm. It was closed, but I had told Nicky to meet me there. Waiting for what seemed like forever on the bridge Allen walked over. (Allen is Nicky's best friend) things went for a turn. Nicky and Meagan were no where to be found so we went looking for them. I wanted to stop by somewhere, and get something to eat first so we did. Allen told me that my boyfriend was fucking around with my so called best friend Meagan Dabney ( the same girl that said she had gotton rapped). I hardly believed him when he told me. I thougth back to days before when I got pissed off. (when he was to fucked up to talk to me) He was with Meagan. I had cursed him out that night, because I knew something was up. So I wasn't in shock, because I mean they were always together, and Meagan gets slutty when she gets fucked up. I mean she would fuck anything really. Nikcy didn't want to talk to me, because I'm a slut. Yeah he calls me a goddamn slut little does he know I know everything that has been going on between him and Meag. He is like shit talking about me the whole goddamn time. So I leave the situation and I'm like fuck you guys. 9pm I couldn't keep my mouth shut any longer. We were at a gas station, and Meagan was going on about how Nicky broke up with me, because I'm a slut and I fuck all my friends. So I am like you should just shut the hell up. Allen told me everything. Then I called Nicky from a gas station. I was like cursing at him and whatnot. They kicked me out, because I was using their phone. So we started walking to Mc.Donalds. Didn't make it far though Brantley picked us up. Then we went to Nicky's house, because I wanted him to say that shit to my face, and goddamn Meagan said she wanted to stay the night at his house. (I was needing to stay the night I was kicked out of my house) So we all left her, and by then Allen had found out word was out. They almost got in a fight as we were leaving. It was one fucked up night seriously. (I'll have to deal with Allen later) So like after doing basically nothing in Oak Ridge we came back, and Meag wasn't home. I called her in the car from Brantley's cellphone. Of course Meagan doesn't have a cellphone so I had to call Nicky's cellphone. She had said his mom was taking her home. (Lie) So, I thought she would be home in no time. Long story short we get at her appartments, and I knock on the door, and her mom is like, "Where is Meagan at, she was with you?!" Then she calls the police without even letting me know. Oh my god it was so fucking creepy at first, but then it got funny. They called my mother, and she came and got me. Sadly I had to lie for my own goddamn mother. Oh my god but wait not only that. When we were at the gas station. I find out this guy that most likely only wanted to fuck me has a girlfriend. His name's Justin Seeber. He's like I love you, Brooke blah blah blah. Every goddamn night since like Nov 07 April 29th, 2008: Kicked out Kicked out Yeah my mom is kicking me out of her house. I don't know if I will have the cellphone, because she says it is hers. It's in her name. It's lame that I now know who my real friends are. Life sucks when you can't trust family and friends. Where the hell do you go? It's like I help them out, but when I need help it's fuck you. All I can say is don't ask me for shit. I don't even care if your about to get your ass kicked. You got yourself into it get yourself out. Not my issue. Don't come knocking on my door drunk, and asking for a ride because your dad beat you. Psh, I don't give two shits about anyone anymore.Get over it End of story April 28th, 2008: Wtf@everybody Dumb ass Alright so my old friend Ryan Arnold went to the Navy last year of 07. This bothers me so fucking much. I'm just so pissed off. He didn't even say good fucking bye to me. He came back this month of 08. I didn't even get to see him, and now he is gone again. PLUS HE GOT THIS SLUTS NAME ON HIS BODY. I'm talking tattoo for life. She cheated on him when he was in bootcamp. I know he is better than her for a fact. Seriously, he is so fucking dumb. Oh my god not just that he asked her to marry him so I hear. How low is that? She is oh my god. asdfgasdfghsadfghj what the titty fucking christ is going on? I know he is going to look back, and see how stupid it was. What the hell, I'm in disgust  Haha I don't know if we are together or broken up, honestly. I say it's over, but I don't know. We have some good times, but I have good times without him. I'd be missing out though. That's a goddamn fact. I just don't need that boyfriend girlfriend bullshit drama. So, even if it's not over. Hahhaha fuck it, if you read this before I even tell you sorry so blunt. You piss me off. It's like I can't have Brooke time, fuck you. Is over April 26th, 2008: April 26, 2008 No Topic asdfhafd I have nothing to type about for once LMFAO! So I am just going to tell you what I did today. As soon as... I get home. Be back later ; Woke up at 11:00am Texting & Myspace 1:00pm Left house In Knoxville/Powell Texting & On Phone 5:00pm went home 5:40pm Left asdghh In Clinton & lmfao; I waited outside my friends house for two goddamn hours, because they were not home. All I can say is hella boring, people next door are fucking weird, (and I don't even live there) Nicky & Allen picked me up in car. (After two hours psh) So now it's like I don't know 7:00pm. We went to the 'hellhole." Don't even ask what that is. It is utterly ridiculous. Wow, (that makes me feel smart every time) It was like, "oh my god I didn't even get fucked up all that bad." We just had a joint, and two cigarettes. It was extremely gay. Oh my god & Meagan was there. She is always there lmfao. Right before dark Brantley came all the way from Pigeon Forge to hang. That's like a long fucking drive. 51.6 mi – about 1 hour 16 mins. Is pretty much fucking hardcore. I love them already. If your reading this lmao. Your not ugly omg your gorgeous. I don't care like what the hell. Fuck that hahaha I supposably ditched Nicky. Seriously like don't even get me started on that. 9:30pm We went to Tinseltown/Movies. I don't remember what it was called. Harold and Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay (I google.com that shit yeah? lol) I got home a little before 12:00am online Myspace. Called Nicky made up blah blah? Oh he was to high to talk to me. However he tried so is all good? Passed out around 2:00am The End See oh my god, he thinks he is un-attractive. Fucking gorgeous daymmm  April 25th, 2008: May2,Anxiety,Horoscopes May 2, 2008 Friday You won't see me online as much. I won't be logging into things like yahoo, hotmail, and Aim. However (yahoo and hotmail IM) psh I'm never on that anyways! I'll look at my myspace weekly. That means send me comments. Just in case I don't log into myspace... I will be updating my livejournal.com so you look at that. No big deal! Major love or whatev && can still ask me questions at omfgbrooke@hotmail.com EMAIL IT Disorder Yeah I have mood disorder. I have awful anxiety. A lot of people can most likely tell. I'm just writing about it to get things straight. I don't have 'depression' I just have major out of control anxiety. I was on medication for it. It was called citalopram. It obviously was not for me, because it did not work. There is nothing wrong with me. It's just like when I'm at some place I prob look out of place, because well I mean look how I act. I feel out of place. It often makes me jump to conclusions. I think the worst before it even happens. I'm working on going back to Cherokee Heath Systems to help for it. So like people, mainly the ones that know me It's not my fault. If I freak on you Horoscopes Random topic I know. I thought I'd type about this, because it creeps me the fuck out. I'm not really all that big on reading them now (currently), but oh my god people. Listen, like some of you might be able to relate to this. I don't know but mine is always right. It creeps me the fuck out. It relates to my situation(s) perfect. Every time & I do mean every time. -BrookeDotson April 24th, 2008: Diet Plan, relationship, moving New Diet Plan Alright so my weight is 120, and I'm 5'4. I can't seem to loose anymore weight. So I'm trying this new site. It's on something like ModelDietPlan.com or some shit. So the point is don't take me to Mc.Donalds, or fast food, or whatever for a couple months. Don't even ask me. It's most likely for the best anyway. Everyone knows Mc.Donalds isn't that healthy. Relationship So I was on my way to Clinton. We were going to chk out this new place we might be moving into. (I'll talk about that further down/next topic) Nicky text me, and he was like what is going on? Basically, I was busy, and didn't want to talk about something like that over texting. I mean come on lame. After we got done I met him at THE HELLHOLE lolololol Don't even ask what that is. It is utterly ridiculous. So, I explained to him why I was pissed off, and we are trying to work things out. I just hate drama, and this obviously Moving Alright so I live in Claxton, Tennessee. (which is part of Anderson County) I am moving to Clinton, Tennessee. (which is also part of Anderson County) No big deal right? It is closer to most the people I know anyways. The thing is it is a long ways from Knoxville. Now it's like lets say 30 minutes away from Knoxville. Confusing yet? lolololol I hate moving. We move like every year. No big deal though? We went to look at this one today. It's a great chance this one is the one. Yeah it's really small;  Question Just because I live in Tennessee doesn't mean I'm from Tennessee. "Brooke, do you have a Tennessee accent?" When reading this question it just made me laugh. I'm from Ohio, but honestly I have lived here to long or something. I catch myself at the most random times. Lately I don't even notice. My friends are like, "That was so country," or whatever. It's really awful, it really is. I mean I don't go around saying things like aint, yall. This guy name Cody or something had to tell me about cow tipping. I didn't even know what it was.. So, it can't be that bad, -Brooke Dotson : Update relationships Update Relationship We broke up yeah exactly why it said single, and is exactly why it will stay that way. It was fun while it lasted I have to say. "Omfg Brooke why?" This is what happen. He was so high, and fucked up today. My so called friend Meagan was with him. I know how she gets when she gets fucked up. Of course she was if she was with him. I don't trust both of them for shit. So, she sends me a text from his phone. I'm like fuck you it's over. Seriously that is such bullshit. To top it all off he is so high he has his friend Allen call me, because he can't make a phone call. How pathetic is that? I'm single. April 23rd, 2008: Anderson County Anderson County So I am done with this bullshit. You know how you wake up, and you remember being younger you would have never guessed what was coming for you in life? So clueless and uninformed about what was about to become of you. I woke up this morning, and thought back. I mean this is my negative look on things. I'm not always like this. Friends You know everybody has that friend that is lets say Codependent. It's alright to some level, but it is just to much drama. I'm the type of person who doesn't play games. When I get in this type of situation (which of course I do) It kills me. My friends literally have power over me. I care way to much. So please if your have a situation that's not even a big deal. Don't come running to Brooke Dotson. I mean if you need a place to stay, or somebodies beating you yeah come to me. I don't know just leave me the fuck alone. Then we have the bullshit talker. It's not a matter of everybody has that friend. It's everybody is that to some point. I'm not going to say I don't enjoy talking about somebody behind their back, because it feels damn good when those words come out of my mouth. I know it is wrong though. I would not want someone doing that to me. (this happens to me everyday) I mean come on, I can't even stand somebody talking about me good or bad. I know you guys are going to be like, "Brooke it's all a matter of opinion." Don't pull that shit on me. It is wrong to make people feel like shit. I'm sure they are dealing with enough already. So, shut the fuck up, and give them a break. High school Alright so a lot of people are into this high school thing. It's like you have the *preps, jocks, emos, gothics, nerds, normal, whatever. All I have to say is, "what the hell." It is all over after high school. Get over it seriously grow up. I hate when people judge people just because *they are one of these people. Just because you dress how you dress (or whatever not wanting to offend people) doesn't mean shit. Just because you like Country, Death Metal, Classical, Rap, Pop, Grindcore, or 'poser music' doesn't mean shit. Under all that you/they are still a person. I hate the word poser. That word is the most stupidest word, and I'll tell you why. People abuse it, and it's disgusting. Basically I'm not going to even get in to that, because that will get me going. I'm not going to sit here, and type all day ;D. What I'm trying to say is get to know somebody before you actually judge them. Open up your mind a little. You will look back, and see what I'm talking about. There are some amazing people out there. You are missing out. -Brooke Dotson April 17th, 2008: lifestyle,relationship,livejounal.com LifeStyle So there are a lot of people on my myspace, stickam, hotmail, yahoo, Aim, and whatever else I might be on out there. You have most likely asked yourself at least once I mean come on psshh... "What is Brooke Dotsons life like anyway?" Well that's exactly why I started livejournal.com so we can come to complete understanding blah blah. Basically, what I'm trying to say is I HAVE NO LIFE LOLOLOLOL, and that's exactly why you should ADD ME TO MYSPACE & JUNK, and read my shit. Alright Alright ;D Add - Backup 5k myspace.com/147775327 Relationship "Oh my fucking god no way!" You have most likely looked at my status on myspace. It has said single for the longest time right? I thought it would stay that way too haha; Brooke Dotson is in fact in a relationship now. Is true hahahaha I don't know if it will last long though. I'm giving it another shot. We started last week. I hope this works out myspace. It's not even perfect but whatev. Nobody is hating on me yet for it, but I'm just waiting for the drama to start. I don't play games haha I'll have updates on how it's going. Look it up because it should be funny, and you love me right? ExFuckingActly bitches LiveJournal.com "Brooke your profile sucks!" Shut the fuck up I'm new on here. I will have updates they might take a week or so. Like look it up every Monday. Lets get this straight you don't know me, and you will never know me. You don't know my style. Don't send me your bullshit. I don't want your opinions. My opinions are the only thing that matters in my life. That's exactly how it should be. Remember your reading my livejournal not I'm reading your livejournal. Hm give it some thought, because that most likely means I don't care about you. LOOK IT LOOK. Ask Brooke Yes, ask me 89,217,473,284 questions. I don't care what/how obscene they are. I need them for topics. It will help me out. I'll answer YOUR QUESTIONS send them to omfgbrooke@hotmail.com only. I swear you ask me to write a topic on myspace I'll break yo dicks. liveJournal only. -BrookeDotson Current Location: Powell, Tennessee Current Music: None |